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Long time.... [Nov. 29th, 2005|03:48 pm]
onedayremains88
[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |Machine Head "The Burning Red"]

Yeah, its been forever since I wrote here, but I have 10 minutes before I go to work and feel like it's time for an update. Things are alright i guess, for the... one other person aside from me that may read this, they know what's going on. I don't really know what to say anymore. It's more of the same. I waited like 3 months to come on here for my own reasons and well, yeah. I need a break... i need a life maybe. As soon as things seem OK, they aren't, in all aspects of life. I just did way too much thinking over the weekend, sitting 15 feet up in a treestand waiting for a fuckin deer to come by. I think too much... I think about things I probably shouldn't be thinking about... and it makes me feel like shit. But hey, what else is new. I'm so tired... tired of life in general. Everything around me is blasting me like I've been condemned to be stoned and they have the ammo. I love this song, for so many reasons. Machine head is no doubt a great metal band but with this they show they have true feeling too. The lyrics make me feel so... like I do. But not only because of the words either. Maybe I've been staring at the sun for too long... but hell, thats my fault. Whatever I'm not the most important thing in the world, and thats my fault too.

"The Burning Red"
I see the sun begin to rise
And I'm blinded too
I've seen the world thru
Jaded eyes that I'm crying thru
I've watched the darkness hypnotize
And confided

Hold on I'm falling can't
Breathe anymore
An ocean has opened
These scars need to
Heal over

Caress the needle prick in my skin
The tears fell like rain
I've rode the Phoenix as she glides
And I've gone insane
I've seen the light of suicide
And I'm dying

Hold on I'm falling can't
Breathe anymore
An ocean has opened
These scars need to
Heal over

Colder and colder
Just hold onto me
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